Letter To The Heavens!!

This is my expression to the heavens an angel once fell in my presence/ My reply was "where did you fall from? can you point in that direction?"/Her Reply was "the sky"/...My reply was "the Heavens!"/.It's been two and a half years since you passed...yet every morning i still view your reflection./The incision still there the common eye just can't detect it/Mike and I weren't so diffrent you know?/ I to have wondered the street aimlessly in search of a connection/No one feels my pain/ life with out you is open heart surgery no aesthetic/ and the walls I've built I'm sure by now surfaced somewhere in the heavens/ I'm just trying to keep my head above water as i tip toe across the sea of depression/I smile on many occasions...If only the people on the outside could witness my inside expressions/A gargoyle my face is stone with tear drop engravings/ I'm not for people to understand/ I'm a synonym for space...but enough about me/ How's heaven i hear it's great?/ Did you smile when you seen those gates?/ Have you met the King of Pop?...I'm sure even up there he gets chased/Well your daughter's turning into a beautiful lady...and she has your attitude it's written all over her face/ and me I'm still being the competitor you raised...I can't stand 2nd place/ and just as i promised you.. i will be something GREAT/ Send my Love to everyone...Happy Birthday and last but not Least...I LOVE YOU MOMS!!